Our Life: Now & Forever

hey y’all I have class in 20 minutes but show me your mc and I’ll choose a starter Pokémon for them

In a ten hour art exam rn wish me luck pls🙏🙏

I'm back! And with me I bring more doomed yuri

Snippets from late step 2

"Selfish? Me? I chose you. I always choose you. I'm. Still. Choosing. You! I gave up everything and everyone I ever cared for because of you and you're calling me selfish!?"

Khione stands stock still, her fists clenched and chest as Cerrus yells. The moment the words came out of her mouth she regretted it. How could she be so stupid?

She's still for a long, silent moment until Cerrus speaks up again. "I can't do this right now, Khione." They turn away, and Khione surges into action.

"No! No, I can't let you do that. Cerrus, I have nothing- I am nothing without you- I can't let you leave." Tears are forming in her eyes as she begs grabbing them by their jacket and holding on so tight that her knuckles are turning white. "I'm sorry for what I said but you have to understand- I did this for us. Everything I do I do for our dream!-"

Cerrus looks down at her, letting her plead and cry like a fool with a cold expression. She must look a mess, pathetic.

She's so weak.

Then they grab her wrist and push her back. Khione's heart shatters.

"I wish that was enough Khione, I really do. And I wish I didn't forgive you, and I wish I hated you. And I wish I hadn't fallen In love with your stupid fucking face-" Cerrus starts, every emotion slowly seeping into their voice. Love, heartbreak, hatred, sadness, melancholy. "Is that strange? To love someone and yet not being able to stand being around them?"

It takes Khione far too long to respond. "You- you-" It was embarrassing. Khione always had something to say, she always had the last word, but right now the words aren't forming.

But Cerrus. Quiet, introverted Cerrus has plenty to say to her. "You don't know how may people have told me your bad for me. That I'm killing myself for you. That this- you aren't healthy. But whenever I close my eyes that smile like the sun. And suddenly it's all worth it."

They take a breath, but Khione cuts off their next words with their own. "... Is it not worth it anymore?" She shakes her head. "I don't know why I'm asking you that, of course it isn't. I'm cruel, I'm needy, I'm the selfish one. I'm so selfish that all I can say is please, please don't let me lose you again."

Khione is a broken child. So is Cerrus. Aren't they just a pair of tragedies?

It's futile, but Khione tries to hold them again. They don't push away this time. Tears stain their jacket as she can feel them in her hair. She laughs, sharp and fractured.

"Why do we keep doing this? I hurt you and you hurt me and we hurt each other and we forgive each other anyway. When do we give up?"

"Don't be stupid. We wouldn't be here if either of us knew how to give up."

"Do you wish you could give up? On me? On us? On this?"

"Sometimes."

"Me too. Fuck, me too."

Mweheh Tammarck won't Know what hit her

Hi guys, I actually have a few minutes so I just wanted to let you know I’m not dead. I’m just really busy and life has decided to throw about 3 curveballs at me in one week. I have seen all the posts and while I don’t have time to reply to each one, I will just say all of them are fantastic.

hi. [Causes destruction]

An apology to all the people I hurt by writing Khione and Cerrus (they need a ship/duo name or smth) angst

Do I draw a real kiss next?👀

Participating in Shystel's gender bend challenge but it's all sketches cause I can't commit to a design

Francis lwk serving cvnt w that bob

Attention! I'm going on a binge drawing where I sit draw for hours until my hand doesn't feel like my own, so my good friends send me all your OC/precious babies to be sacrifice. ☺️🤫

Oh and here what I draw because I didn't have anything else to draw, it's fanart oof star vs the forces of evil.

I don't think we were supposed to fill it out but all the ones related to being in the fight just suited Blythe too much 😔😔 IM SORRY LMAO

Blythe would lowkey get other people into the fight too 😭😭 She'd drag her friends in and be like "LET'S GANG UP ON THEM!!!"..  she does NOT play fair lmao 😭

Made some picrews of my babies because I MISSED them after taking a break for so long. I tried to make it look kinda like school photos, so it's kind of how they would look in school photos with the middle/high schoolers having their 'Most Likely To's and the kiddies having their class titles! I recommend this person, their picrew template is TO DIE FOR. (not my original work obvi)

THE Quincy Monroe, gay pretty boy icon, step 1 and 2:

(MY SHAYLAAAAAA😭😭😭 . i just know he LOVED to see the confusion on the cameraman's face bc he looks EXACTLY like a girl BUT HE ISN'T HE JUST LOVES CONFUSING PEOPLE AHAHAHAHAHA) VOTED PRETTIEST SMILE!

(definitely just finished yelling at his co-star for the school play for being stiff as shit before this. ✨Picture perfect bc this is gonna be his professional headshot until he decides he wants another hairstyle!!!✨) MOST LIKELY TO HAVE ONE OF THOSE HOLLYWOOD FLOOR THINGS.

The ever-beloved Nihao Kilan [got the name from a show], step 1 [transitioned] and 2 [detransitioned]:

(So young, so happy. So, so sure that Hello Kitty and Sailor Moon are real) VOTED BEST BEHAVED!

(he looks way worse irl but he ALWAYS has to serve in yearbook photos. he even took out all his piercings for this. stole the monocle from his grandpa) MOST LIKELY TO RUN A GREEDY CORPORATE EMPIRE (with his evil egotist ahh)