There are approximately 171,400 words in the English language and they are still not enough to properly explain how badly I need the full game after having finished the demo.
"Selfish? Me? I chose you. I always choose you. I'm. Still. Choosing. You! I gave up everything and everyone I ever cared for because of you and you're calling me selfish!?"
Khione stands stock still, her fists clenched and chest as Cerrus yells. The moment the words came out of her mouth she regretted it. How could she be so stupid?
She's still for a long, silent moment until Cerrus speaks up again. "I can't do this right now, Khione." They turn away, and Khione surges into action.
"No! No, I can't let you do that. Cerrus, I have nothing- I am nothing without you- I can't let you leave." Tears are forming in her eyes as she begs grabbing them by their jacket and holding on so tight that her knuckles are turning white. "I'm sorry for what I said but you have to understand- I did this for us. Everything I do I do for our dream!-"
Cerrus looks down at her, letting her plead and cry like a fool with a cold expression. She must look a mess, pathetic.
She's so weak.
Then they grab her wrist and push her back. Khione's heart shatters.
"I wish that was enough Khione, I really do. And I wish I didn't forgive you, and I wish I hated you. And I wish I hadn't fallen In love with your stupid fucking face-" Cerrus starts, every emotion slowly seeping into their voice. Love, heartbreak, hatred, sadness, melancholy. "Is that strange? To love someone and yet not being able to stand being around them?"
It takes Khione far too long to respond. "You- you-" It was embarrassing. Khione always had something to say, she always had the last word, but right now the words aren't forming.
But Cerrus. Quiet, introverted Cerrus has plenty to say to her. "You don't know how may people have told me your bad for me. That I'm killing myself for you. That this- you aren't healthy. But whenever I close my eyes that smile like the sun. And suddenly it's all worth it."
They take a breath, but Khione cuts off their next words with their own. "... Is it not worth it anymore?" She shakes her head. "I don't know why I'm asking you that, of course it isn't. I'm cruel, I'm needy, I'm the selfish one. I'm so selfish that all I can say is please, please don't let me lose you again."
Khione is a broken child. So is Cerrus. Aren't they just a pair of tragedies?
It's futile, but Khione tries to hold them again. They don't push away this time. Tears stain their jacket as she can feel them in her hair. She laughs, sharp and fractured.
"Why do we keep doing this? I hurt you and you hurt me and we hurt each other and we forgive each other anyway. When do we give up?"
"Don't be stupid. We wouldn't be here if either of us knew how to give up."
"Do you wish you could give up? On me? On us? On this?"
HELL YEAH MY REQUESTS HAVE BEEN HEARD 🙏🙏🙏 thank you for this awesome writing i love it.
also if i have to criticize, this convo and personally feels andsounds more like two (married) adults talking rather than two teenagers😞 i really love this but that's my only 'issue' to says so.
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There are approximately 171,400 words in the English language and they are still not enough to properly explain how badly I need the full game after having finished the demo.
I'm back! And with me I bring more doomed yuri
Snippets from late step 2
"Selfish? Me? I chose you. I always choose you. I'm. Still. Choosing. You! I gave up everything and everyone I ever cared for because of you and you're calling me selfish!?"
Khione stands stock still, her fists clenched and chest as Cerrus yells. The moment the words came out of her mouth she regretted it. How could she be so stupid?
She's still for a long, silent moment until Cerrus speaks up again. "I can't do this right now, Khione." They turn away, and Khione surges into action.
"No! No, I can't let you do that. Cerrus, I have nothing- I am nothing without you- I can't let you leave." Tears are forming in her eyes as she begs grabbing them by their jacket and holding on so tight that her knuckles are turning white. "I'm sorry for what I said but you have to understand- I did this for us. Everything I do I do for our dream!-"
Cerrus looks down at her, letting her plead and cry like a fool with a cold expression. She must look a mess, pathetic.
She's so weak.
Then they grab her wrist and push her back. Khione's heart shatters.
"I wish that was enough Khione, I really do. And I wish I didn't forgive you, and I wish I hated you. And I wish I hadn't fallen In love with your stupid fucking face-" Cerrus starts, every emotion slowly seeping into their voice. Love, heartbreak, hatred, sadness, melancholy. "Is that strange? To love someone and yet not being able to stand being around them?"
It takes Khione far too long to respond. "You- you-" It was embarrassing. Khione always had something to say, she always had the last word, but right now the words aren't forming.
But Cerrus. Quiet, introverted Cerrus has plenty to say to her. "You don't know how may people have told me your bad for me. That I'm killing myself for you. That this- you aren't healthy. But whenever I close my eyes that smile like the sun. And suddenly it's all worth it."
They take a breath, but Khione cuts off their next words with their own. "... Is it not worth it anymore?" She shakes her head. "I don't know why I'm asking you that, of course it isn't. I'm cruel, I'm needy, I'm the selfish one. I'm so selfish that all I can say is please, please don't let me lose you again."
Khione is a broken child. So is Cerrus. Aren't they just a pair of tragedies?
It's futile, but Khione tries to hold them again. They don't push away this time. Tears stain their jacket as she can feel them in her hair. She laughs, sharp and fractured.
"Why do we keep doing this? I hurt you and you hurt me and we hurt each other and we forgive each other anyway. When do we give up?"
"Don't be stupid. We wouldn't be here if either of us knew how to give up."
"Do you wish you could give up? On me? On us? On this?"
"Sometimes."
"Me too. Fuck, me too."
HELL YEAH MY REQUESTS HAVE BEEN HEARD 🙏🙏🙏 thank you for this awesome writing i love it.
also if i have to criticize, this convo and personally feels andsounds more like two (married) adults talking rather than two teenagers😞 i really love this but that's my only 'issue' to says so.
it's because they're secretly married /hj
Mweheh Tammarck won't Know what hit her
What are you making? A scarf? Σ(°ロ°)
Yeah :D
I am pretty excited since i was failing to get it right until today!