BRO does anyone think it'd be cute if like in step 4, if its anything like beginnings and always where you come back to visit your parents and depending on like who you choose to be your lover and stuff but like for example in the dialogue when we first meet Qiu and we have the option to call them pretty, wouldn't it be cute if in step 4 our character and Qiu are hanging out and they go into their play structure and they look down and are like "you coming?" and our character says "You're pretty" LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ik it probably ain't gonna happen but I was like imagining where the story would go based on begginnings and always and thought it would be cute
I came back looking for updates (we all are) and Ima just drop my Step 1 Oc cuz i am suffering (waiting for updates) then i remembered i could repeat Our life Beginning and Always but i remembered i have already played it 10000000th times and suffered again to wait but i again remembered i can draw♥️
Anyways, good evening/Good morning/Good afternoon to y'all!!
Barely 4 sentences oc lore: She got stubby feets. She's a bit chubby. She has double chin.
Before I forget to post today, I'll do it now (*´ω｀*)
But since I'm still in the middle of writing and drawing my MC/OC (I haven't even started it...), you'll have to deal with my favourite picture of my old kitty cat (She's over 20 years old)
You'll get one picture of my cat everyday (expect when I actually do finish writing and drawing) of my kitty cat (you don't have a choice) until the update (I'll probably still post her after that, I have nearly, if not, over 500 pictures of her)
I've beven saving every picture of every characters of this game, playing it for the 2845672th time (with OL1 too) and I'm even stalking the home page all days 🥲😫
just saw patron's post, so there is only one moment we will get on step 2, if I understand correctly? (forgive my bad English). it would be great if someone can help me confirm it, I really want to know what we will get, I am super looking forward to the update!
Damn, I keep forgetting to make comments. I'm still writing more about my lesbian girl failure's step two (writing is hard), so have some random information about my OC :3
(Fun fact: Fable's nickname is Fae because when I type to fast when writing 'Fable', it goes 'F a b' then I'll accidentally hit the delete button then press 'e',. So that's how I came up with Fae!)
1. She likes most animals, but hates and is terrified birds. She loves cats and sharks (and dinosaurs, if you count them as animals).
2. She's highly autistic and is semi nonverbal. Rarely likes being touched (she doesn't mind if it's Tamarack). Has a hard time understanding people and herself.
3. She is what some people would call a picky eater (she's not, she just hates most food textures). She the fruits and vegetables she loves are cucumbers, broccoli (both cooked and raw), strawberries (SOMETIMES), apples (rarely, has to be a specific type and HAS to be cut up), peas, mangos, and carrots (do NOT make the carrots soggy if cooking them).
4. She HATES bananas, absolutely HATES them. The texture and taste are all wrong!!! THE STRINGY PARTS ARE THE WORST!!!
5. Barely has enough safe foods (she hates trying new things because she's scared to), only likes a few salads (Potato and caesar, but can only be made by mama! ... She doesn't realise when mama buys the only good store bought one that tastes almost exactly like hers), mustard (even though it's not really a good, it's safe), and most yoghurt (especially the vanilla, and mango one with mango chunks!) and all custards (banana custard does not exist, it can't exist)!
6. Likes doing sports (soccer and football), but slowly stopped due to the bullying she received.
7. Her favourite pastime is drawing! ... But her least favourite is also drawing... She finds it fun, but afterwards she gets upset because she thinks it's ugly (she's literally the best at it).
8. (Obviously) is a lesbian and doesn't understand when she hears adults or kids (mainly it's the adults) talk bad about gay people (has slight internalised homophobia because of things she has overheard) even her mama says the opposite...
9. Loves cooking, baking and anything to do with (most) foods! She's extra careful (even though she's extremely clumsy) and somehow never hurts herself.
Because to continue being good I would ask myself... loneliness... when you lose all reason and meaning for your life for a little purpose.
You die a hero or you live long enough to become a villain. there are many questions and few answers and if there are answers, none of them are what you expect...
hehe... this was fun guys but I'm sorry to tell you that I have to be gone for a while
because?
I don't know how to say it
where do I go?
I don't know will
I come back?
I don't know either
The only thing I can say now is that I am glad to have been with you all this time and to share with you But don't worry, I'm not planning anything bad and I may answer your questions if they are not too invasive. finally, val says goodbye...
i can't believe it's been already 58 posts i guess i should get a life...(lol) anyway, that's wild i really can't believe it's been this long already (and will probably be a lot longer) I'll gladly make this trip with all of this amazing community🤗(i made this post for the whole reason of making my next "uploading tamarack pick til update" my number 60 post)
hellooooo lifecorns !! hope everyone is doing well while we're waiting for the update. i know im SUPERRR excited and cant wait :D
also, about the downvotes, i think its best to just not acknowledge whoever's doing it,, i have a feeling theyre just doing it for the giggles since its something relatively harmless yknow?? but do whatever you feel like ofc. have a lovely day lifecorners <3
yep, likely!! kab aka gb patch's dev has been steadily working on it through the month, but she's been dealing with a few issues which may leave the update for the end of the month :]
Hey hey golden grovers!! Today is officially mid november !! :DD I'm like SUPERRR excited for the update. But while we're waiting, I'm just wondering, do ya'll have any theories or ideas on what Qiu & Tam (or any other character) would look like in step 4?? I would love to hear ya'lls ideas!!
Man i really love November.. it's a bummer it's already leaving....as for step 4 most of us Prefer to keep the mystery..... can't spoil a Happy surprise now can we?
The song treehouse by Alex G, Emily Yacina make me think of our life now and forver except when its ''usally i'm all by myself'' I think of it like ''You should stay i'm all by myself'' i love it so much it reminds me of Qui so much!
I may have forgotten to comment yesterday (｡•́︿•̀｡) I can't say it's my birthday anymore. Anyway, here's more about my favourite lesbian girl failure (who's totally not based off of me), I'm still writing her step two.
I write way too much, I thought all of this would fit on a single character card.
Also that definitely couldn't be based off of anyone. Totally. I mean that couldn't describe a single thing about anyone. Mhm. I'm not just lying to hide my insecurities. Why would I need to do that?
Don't mind me I have been summoned I tried to stop looking at update for a while hoping it would go fast but I guess it didn't work but I am back and still alive 😩 :)
Well with the recent incidents relating downvotes and rather vague critics, I've been trying to act like a neutral party, it did not came out well. But anyways that's just how it is if you try to be neutral :/
This is a question that’s been on my mind recently. Why is everyone so in love with Qiu? I like tamarack more personally, but I wanna get everyone’s opinion on Qiu since it seems they’re the favorite neighbor
hmm for me i think its cuz they're more open than tamarack? like more social and more engaged somehow? cant really word it correctly but tamarack just seems more reserved, also qiu's personality is more like mine so thats why i liked them, still love tamarack tho <33
i think qiu's appeal to most people is that they're just generally more charming in a way. like the previous comment said, it helps that they're open. qiu is naturally a doting person in step 1 who'll go out of their way to look out for the mc in several occasions (at least from my game experience). they'll actively seek you out and look out for you – inviting you to walk to school together, inviting you to join the boys' club, and even more depending on certain dialogue options. i think having the chance to be doted on is comforting to most, and that being qiu's default would ultimately turn them into a fan favorite rather quickly.
I guess a big part is that Tamarack is the kind of person that I would just vibe with introvert style and Qiu is the kind of person who would "adopt" me extrovert style
you're both correct! i was just making a jokey comment in response lmaooo
as an aside, qiu's journey through their identity is a tough one, and my comment wasn't meant to invalidate that. i have a lot of love & respect for qiu as a character, especially because i'm a trans man myself. i was jus being silly on the internets lolol <3
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i wish we knew the exact date... it would be soo easier for waiting!
REALLL!!!
Im waiting for soooo long, pleaseeeeeeee can the update be already here
BRO does anyone think it'd be cute if like in step 4, if its anything like beginnings and always where you come back to visit your parents and depending on like who you choose to be your lover and stuff but like for example in the dialogue when we first meet Qiu and we have the option to call them pretty, wouldn't it be cute if in step 4 our character and Qiu are hanging out and they go into their play structure and they look down and are like "you coming?" and our character says "You're pretty" LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ik it probably ain't gonna happen but I was like imagining where the story would go based on begginnings and always and thought it would be cute
oh myy- yes that would be so adorable!
i JUSTT have a feeling the update will either be on the 19th, 23rd, or 28th... idk why or how, I just do
manifesting these dates,,, any one of these is good i just can't wait ahhhssj </3
I came back looking for updates (we all are) and Ima just drop my Step 1 Oc cuz i am suffering (waiting for updates) then i remembered i could repeat Our life Beginning and Always but i remembered i have already played it 10000000th times and suffered again to wait but i again remembered i can draw♥️
Anyways, good evening/Good morning/Good afternoon to y'all!!
Barely 4 sentences oc lore: She got stubby feets. She's a bit chubby. She has double chin.
yayaya more character art!!!!
I was just gone for about 22 hours and DANG there are ALOT of posts here. Most of ya'll are just waiting for the update... well we ALL are anyways >_<
(this is an excuse to post something today)
real to the last line. i keep coming back..
waiting for the update</333 but take stage 3 Elliot where he doesn't change but get more piercings and he takes off his coat more
stage 3<333
the picture i posted before btw----
stage 2
wuh... why haven't i seen you around these part, matey? *tips cowboy hat*
because ive only made one comment and been stalking the others all this time</333
but this is my boy failure, my very quiet boy that rarely speaks<33
Am i the only one who likes Darren? I hope we can have him as an older brother figure
yeah mhm totally...(spoiler)
Darren becomes trans and goes by Rene in Step 3
Guess people become what they don't like at first😭
She can be my Older sister now, we(not all) love older sissies😼
REALLLLL i used to hate feminine women (erk internalised misogyny).
now????????? yeah no i... i cant live without mascara LOL
I had that coming. (ADORAAABLE<333🗣️!)
She's become what she hated most.
Before I forget to post today, I'll do it now (*´ω｀*)
But since I'm still in the middle of writing and drawing my MC/OC (I haven't even started it...), you'll have to deal with my favourite picture of my old kitty cat (She's over 20 years old)
You'll get one picture of my cat everyday (expect when I actually do finish writing and drawing) of my kitty cat (you don't have a choice) until the update (I'll probably still post her after that, I have nearly, if not, over 500 pictures of her)
OMG KITTYY!!!!!!!!!!!<333333333 THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US WITH THIS CUTIE PATOOTIE!!!!!!
Hehe, you'll be blessed with her every day! (◍•ᴗ•◍)
such a cutie patootie!!!
i also have a cat but i only have itch on my computer so yeah :]
Es muy bonito
I will also show mine
OMG, YOUR KITTY IS SO CUTE (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
im also going to add a pic of my cat btw he's still a kitten:3 only 9 months old
He is adorable :3
I'm literally dying rn
I've beven saving every picture of every characters of this game, playing it for the 2845672th time (with OL1 too) and I'm even stalking the home page all days 🥲😫
My babiessss ✨✨
I return to this website about 3 times a day to check for an update 😭
same
same
day 10 guys! we got step 3 Serenity!
they design is peak! slay girl!! the drip is fire!
she would love it girl bfr
just saw patron's post, so there is only one moment we will get on step 2, if I understand correctly? (forgive my bad English). it would be great if someone can help me confirm it, I really want to know what we will get, I am super looking forward to the update!
WE EVEN GET A MOMENT!? GB PATCH YOURE SPOILING USSSSS
Am I stalking this page for a update instead of just patiently waiting...
realest ever
literally me
shut up omg thats ME RN!!! I have mocks next week and this is what im doing... i literally have one day left
when your computer exam is on monday but you need to complete that one olnf run by sunday:
Damn, I keep forgetting to make comments. I'm still writing more about my lesbian girl failure's step two (writing is hard), so have some random information about my OC :3
(Fun fact: Fable's nickname is Fae because when I type to fast when writing 'Fable', it goes 'F a b' then I'll accidentally hit the delete button then press 'e',. So that's how I came up with Fae!)
1. She likes most animals, but hates and is terrified birds. She loves cats and sharks (and dinosaurs, if you count them as animals).
2. She's highly autistic and is semi nonverbal. Rarely likes being touched (she doesn't mind if it's Tamarack). Has a hard time understanding people and herself.
3. She is what some people would call a picky eater (she's not, she just hates most food textures). She the fruits and vegetables she loves are cucumbers, broccoli (both cooked and raw), strawberries (SOMETIMES), apples (rarely, has to be a specific type and HAS to be cut up), peas, mangos, and carrots (do NOT make the carrots soggy if cooking them).
4. She HATES bananas, absolutely HATES them. The texture and taste are all wrong!!! THE STRINGY PARTS ARE THE WORST!!!
5. Barely has enough safe foods (she hates trying new things because she's scared to), only likes a few salads (Potato and caesar, but can only be made by mama! ... She doesn't realise when mama buys the only good store bought one that tastes almost exactly like hers), mustard (even though it's not really a good, it's safe), and most yoghurt (especially the vanilla, and mango one with mango chunks!) and all custards (banana custard does not exist, it can't exist)!
6. Likes doing sports (soccer and football), but slowly stopped due to the bullying she received.
7. Her favourite pastime is drawing! ... But her least favourite is also drawing... She finds it fun, but afterwards she gets upset because she thinks it's ugly (she's literally the best at it).
8. (Obviously) is a lesbian and doesn't understand when she hears adults or kids (mainly it's the adults) talk bad about gay people (has slight internalised homophobia because of things she has overheard) even her mama says the opposite...
9. Loves cooking, baking and anything to do with (most) foods! She's extra careful (even though she's extremely clumsy) and somehow never hurts herself.
My lovely OC :3
"Writing is hard" I say as I write a lot...
(I swear I'm not procrastinating and pushing back writing Fable's step two info on the character card (｡•́︿•̀｡) I swear...)
Ok, I need this game to be fully done soon or ima get depressed :c heh
I'm tired of hiding it, I'm one of those who votes negatively.
THIS IS AN INSANE PLOT TWIST IF YOU'RE NOT LYING OMG ITS LIKE A MID SEASON FINALLY
the plot required it... HAHAHAHA WELL NOW NO ONE CAN DEFEAT ME AND I'LL TAKE THE UPDATE WITH ME.
YES I AM VAL-LAIN
Clover trusted you.........i thought i could too....GNOOOOME!
Wait a second......then who are the other 3??!?!?
I have no idea, I'm the only one who came out to say it.
DON'T BRING CLOVER INTO THIS
😧😧
how could you?! we trusted you!
and I appreciate your generosity to me... but I'm afraid that since my loss, that person you knew no longer exists.
OH NO..... U GONNA GO DOWN 👊
*sigh* don't worry, it will disappear in a while, they won't defeat me, I will destroy myself.
HHOW COULD U
Because to continue being good I would ask myself... loneliness... when you lose all reason and meaning for your life for a little purpose.
You die a hero or you live long enough to become a villain. there are many questions and few answers and if there are answers, none of them are what you expect...
nooooooooo...
EVERYONE!
LEND ME ALL YOUR LOVE AND AFFECTION I GOTTA TURN HIM TO THE STRAIGHT AND NARROW!!
*hands you this* hey i think this will help
TAKE THISSSS
🧢
(Curse you how could you steal my tam from my no. 60 post 😡)
Jeje... jajaja... JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ
* cry *I hate my life
WHAT. HOW DARE THOU. WE TRUSTED YOU
Did they really trust me? Or did they just trust Val? They never really knew me, NOBODY TOOK THAT TROUBLE!,THINK COVE WIFE! ,THINK!
Hmm i feel the need to Ask...was Your day well?
How are ya feeling in this Lovely Autumn Day
No, I'm not well and the good days for me ceased to exist.
We all Want you to Know that you are one Of our most beloved people around here if you Don't love yourself then We will!
>:]
wHATg
GNOME! GNOME! BLASPHEMY!!!
Top 10 Anime Betrayals
fr
yk its crazy when 20 different people respond to it 💀
hehe... this was fun guys but I'm sorry to tell you that I have to be gone for a while
because?
I don't know how to say it
where do I go?
I don't know will
I come back?
I don't know either
The only thing I can say now is that I am glad to have been with you all this time and to share with you But don't worry, I'm not planning anything bad and I may answer your questions if they are not too invasive. finally, val says goodbye...
I love all my lifecorns<3
Bye Val!! We will miss your posts <333
yeah I'm glad they don't feel bad for me I wouldn't like to see them feel bad for me
day 9! we got Yusuf
i love his design so much!!! he looks so huggable!!
i immediately cheered when i found out we'll be able to have him as a father figure in step 2,, incredibly attached to him already, i love our dad <3
HE'S GONNA BE A FATHER FIGURE?!?!? HELL YEAH!!!
FATHER FIGURE MENTION ?! LETS GO !! 🙏
A FATHER FIGURE FOR US?!
*rolls over and dies*
nice
Why does he kinda looks like Cove's father
FATHER FIGURE THAT MC AND I NEVER GOT (lol) YIPPEEE
Ye! And hot.... I tink the most atraktive ting on a guy is long hair for me lol🤭
i can't believe it's been already 58 posts i guess i should get a life...(lol) anyway, that's wild i really can't believe it's been this long already (and will probably be a lot longer) I'll gladly make this trip with all of this amazing community🤗
(i made this post for the whole reason of making my next "uploading tamarack pick til update" my number 60 post)
hellooooo lifecorns !! hope everyone is doing well while we're waiting for the update. i know im SUPERRR excited and cant wait :D
also, about the downvotes, i think its best to just not acknowledge whoever's doing it,, i have a feeling theyre just doing it for the giggles since its something relatively harmless yknow?? but do whatever you feel like ofc. have a lovely day lifecorners <3
So.. guessing the update will release late november? :(
yep , 23rd! (or not, but yeah)
yep, likely!! kab aka gb patch's dev has been steadily working on it through the month, but she's been dealing with a few issues which may leave the update for the end of the month :]
alr thank uuu ^^
Hello fellow golden grovers, from now on you will have to upvote every post which has a downvote. Sorry, I don't make the rules.
Tbh theres like 3 explanations about the whole gnome thing
another thing is why are people calling them a gnome??? someone explain pls
what does downvotes do?
...idk honestly :,/
Disliking Posts is a Gnome activity to be honest
oh yeah i can see that but vAL-
Its pretty quiet here lately.. and the update is not gonna be today i guess
some other comment said itll be on 23rd so... yippeee!!!! (its also right after my birthday... also yippee!!!)
on the 23rd?? That's perfect!!! That's exactly when my exeat begins!!! WOOOHOOOO!
Hey hey golden grovers!! Today is officially mid november !! :DD I'm like SUPERRR excited for the update. But while we're waiting, I'm just wondering, do ya'll have any theories or ideas on what Qiu & Tam (or any other character) would look like in step 4?? I would love to hear ya'lls ideas!!
Man i really love November.. it's a bummer it's already leaving....as for step 4 most of us Prefer to keep the mystery..... can't spoil a Happy surprise now can we?
The song treehouse by Alex G, Emily Yacina make me think of our life now and forver except when its ''usally i'm all by myself'' I think of it like ''You should stay i'm all by myself'' i love it so much it reminds me of Qui so much!
day 8. we got Dorothea
i love her so much! her hair is so beautiful!
Dorothea aged like wine 🚬
My Second Omi!
Shes so pretty i hope i age as well as she did fr 🙂↕️
my friend said she's pretty hot LMAOO
Well, your friend is absolutely right.
who are the (2?) mfs who disliked you??? 😭🙏
edit: nvm 3 now... cheugy
The Situation is getting outta hand....I HAVE TO KNOW WHO'S THE GNOME BEHIND IT ALL
I am here for the waiting again 🫠 i hope the update is tomorrow!
real
I tink not... I tink it will be at Maby november 23th arund the november for sure
holy shit thats right after my bday
I now have the "you visit often" thing above this page from checking at least daily for the update.... 😇
SAMEEE T^T I CANNOT GO THROUGH A DAY WITHOUT CHECKING AND LOOKING AT THE COMMENTS
literally like the first thing i do on my laptop after school is check for updates/new comments
(also update might be tomorrow.. i think... one of the comments said that so :3)
It should be mid-late this month so its possible !! So excited (σ≧ω≦)σ
Somting delit my app! Game wth!
Oh ig not jast my phone hide it lol
guys, for some reason I was hoping to see you on the discord😿
(I need to talk or comment on something or I will end up hitting the leaves in my garden)
I may have forgotten to comment yesterday (｡•́︿•̀｡) I can't say it's my birthday anymore. Anyway, here's more about my favourite lesbian girl failure (who's totally not based off of me), I'm still writing her step two.
I write way too much, I thought all of this would fit on a single character card.
Happy Belated Birthday!
Also that's my totally my sister lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 1 DAY LATE
happy late birthday!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYYYY RAHHHH
gay autistic belated birthday girl be like:
Omg!! Happy belated-lated birthday!!
Happy birthday! Wishing you better and happier!!
Happy late birthday!
Also that definitely couldn't be based off of anyone. Totally. I mean that couldn't describe a single thing about anyone. Mhm. I'm not just lying to hide my insecurities. Why would I need to do that?
Don't mind me I have been summoned I tried to stop looking at update for a while hoping it would go fast but I guess it didn't work but I am back and still alive 😩 :)
Update on my Life: WELLLLLL crap They are returning some exam papers
prayin for you m8 (even 15 hrs later 😔😔😔)
day 7! we got ernst
he is so adorable! and he looks so good in a suit!
i love bro he looks like a very huggable older man i would definitely treat him like the grandpa I've never had
When I first saw him ngl i was so scared of him 😭
You know your grandpa can bring honey candies when he looks like this.
he would definetly like graham crackers and no i will not elaborate on this it should be obvious
he who votes negatively be like
We do not talk of the man who speaks on hate...
FR LOL
okay this is getting weird, WHO THE HECK IS DOWNVOTING THE COMMENTS??
i think theyre just trolling atp 😭
THEY MULTIPLYED
oh wow 3 DOWNVOTES??? goddayumn
who do they think they are??? the fckin team rocket???or did they just make new accounts idk anymore 😔🙏
team rocket made me laugh AHHAHAH
hello lifecorn/golden grovers I ran out of ideas of what to comment so I came to ask you how you are? :]
I'm doing fine here !! School just continued to start again and I've been pretty busy. But overall I'm good!!
Too bad, I'm also in the same situation but I'm close to finishing this semester and finally resting, well good luck with your classes
thanks!! good luck to your next semester !!
Doing fine ...just feeling a bit hyperactive tho
Well with the recent incidents relating downvotes and rather vague critics, I've been trying to act like a neutral party, it did not came out well. But anyways that's just how it is if you try to be neutral :/
yeah also the community feels half off
The Community is Fine...there is Only An Imposter among us that's all
im doing fine, tho i am a little stressed because of exams
I understand you brother, the exams are quite a difficult boss.
Amen to that brother
Yo también estoy teniendo exámenes, tengo un montón de proyectos escolares y tengo que hacer un ensayo antes de que acabe la semana 😭
pretty good somehow :]
(exams next week... eugh)
Good, even though typhoons are wrecking my country😋
philippines huh? :DD
I'm fine, thanks for asking! How are you? :3
YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON TO ASK THANK YOU😿 (I feel kind of bad but already recovering)
This is a question that’s been on my mind recently. Why is everyone so in love with Qiu? I like tamarack more personally, but I wanna get everyone’s opinion on Qiu since it seems they’re the favorite neighbor
hmm for me i think its cuz they're more open than tamarack? like more social and more engaged somehow? cant really word it correctly but tamarack just seems more reserved, also qiu's personality is more like mine so thats why i liked them, still love tamarack tho <33
i think qiu's appeal to most people is that they're just generally more charming in a way. like the previous comment said, it helps that they're open. qiu is naturally a doting person in step 1 who'll go out of their way to look out for the mc in several occasions (at least from my game experience). they'll actively seek you out and look out for you – inviting you to walk to school together, inviting you to join the boys' club, and even more depending on certain dialogue options. i think having the chance to be doted on is comforting to most, and that being qiu's default would ultimately turn them into a fan favorite rather quickly.
that's how i view it at least :]
I guess a big part is that Tamarack is the kind of person that I would just vibe with introvert style and Qiu is the kind of person who would "adopt" me extrovert style
i'm not into women. hope this helps OP🙏
Isn't Qiu like- not exactly a man either?
Yeah genderfluid
you're both correct! i was just making a jokey comment in response lmaooo
as an aside, qiu's journey through their identity is a tough one, and my comment wasn't meant to invalidate that. i have a lot of love & respect for qiu as a character, especially because i'm a trans man myself. i was jus being silly on the internets lolol <3
My Soul is Burning...i am Very Excited that it hurts
I FEEL what you are experiencing rn :((